Hari ke-6 RMO #covid Suppose i feel 2020 should be the best year of my life. After drama, drama, drama from the past marriage i do feel something good will happen this year.. but again semua kuasa Allah. Aku dah lama divorced and move on... Move on? Senang cakap, senang nak nasihat, tapi nak hadap? Kalau weak memang boleh rujuk. But i decided not to. Tak tau mana datang strong tu. Bila kau dah rasa selesa dengan the marriage tu, expectation, financial, the kids, holidays, the home, the future plan.. tup tap tup tap.. raya sorang, makan sorang, holiday sorang.. totally feel lost.. ground yg kau dah establish for 17 years pappp camtu je hilang bila mana lafaz ‘aku ceraikan kau ......’ Dunia aku tak rasa runtuh pun masa ex aku lafazkan cerai.. it was easy sebab aku taknak dipujuk, aku dah penat and aku dah give up.... lepas keluar court aku drive then aku terus masuk office sambung keje.. masa keje tak rasa.. bila dah malam aku balik umah, bila dah loneliness...
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